Men or masculine energy is synonymous with
the MIND – logic, belief, reason;
As I write about the masculine energy I am so
grateful. I was called last year to heal the divine masculine energy. I
remember standing at the end of the sunrise service the year before hearing God
said, “Heal the Masculine Energy.” I had an interesting year calling forth what
Spirit had said to me. My front tooth had broken and I was profoundly
devastated. I could not understand what
this was about. I looked it up, Louise Hay said decision making, Teeth relate
to your decision making that just did not resonate with me. I went to the
dentist got it fixed. Do you know it broke again and this time I am really
really devastated, I go to the dentist get it fixed, all the while trying to
figure out what this message is to me.
Months go by and I am sitting preparing for
the sunrise service which is about two weeks away and I break my front tooth
again. OMG I am so deeply hurt and I start to profusely pray and ask GOD what
is the message. I am so distraught one because my tooth is broke and two
because I will not be able to get an appointment before the sunrise. I am
sitting in stillness and there is no message. I started to google and google
until something popped up from the Khemetic Culture a chart of the teeth and
what they represent. I am shocked by the message from the chart. The top teeth
represent the masculine energy and the sun, the bottom teeth represent the
feminine energy and the moon. The four top
teeth meaning the two front main teeth and the smaller teeth on each side symbolize
the father energy and how you navigate through life with the masculine energy.
I finally got it I was being called to heal my own masculine energy. I was
being called to heal my inner lover. I asked the Universe why it did not
speaker louder so I could hear and not have to break my teeth to get this
answer. LOL
Now that I have the answer I am perplex by
what to do. I never had a father in my life and not to mention any symbol of
someone who thought of me as a daughter from a male perspective especially,
since I was conceived from rape. So the tools I would normally use did not feel
right. I tried to write to the idea of a father however, I was numb and nothing
came to write.
The confirmation that I needed to heal my
masculine energy was back earlier in the summer when down at the radio station
working with Herb Kent. Herb was starting to get older and he would have these
episodes when he would tell me how I looked and reminded him of his mother. So
he proceeds to tell me I was his daughter and he would introduce me to people
as his daughter. So one day he took me upstairs to talk to an engineer about
something he wanted done. We walked in and he introduced me to the engineer as
his daughter. OMG a flood of tears try to well up in my eyes and I am puzzled
by what is going inside me because in all my years of living I have never had a
man say this is my daughter. So I hid my tears and kept doing my work.
I am sitting in front of my altar asking Holy
Spirit what steps to take to heal my inner masculine. When I heard Spirit say “The
men in your life are a reflection of your inner male.” Somehow even though I knew that, it felt like
an “aha” moment. I remember my grandmother said, “Men are our mirrors and they
reflect a part of who and what we are. They were marinated in our wombs.” She
also use to say, “Creators create themselves.”
What I’ve found in my own life is that
there’s no way that I can create what I long to create, in life, love, or
business, without healing this fracture between my own inner Masculine &
Feminine.
Here are some journal questions
I asked myself in my journey to healing my own divine masculine energy.
Who and what are
my “masculine” role models that best exemplify the masculine to me?
In
what ways does my Inner masculine run my life? What are the effects of this?
Where do I see him most active and in control?
Where and with whom do I feel challenged in speaking my truth
and creating firm, yet flexible, boundaries ......
To be whole, and become a powerful women, we must heal our own Inner, Divine Masculine.
I dedicate this article to one incredible man
in my life, Brenton A Copeland, I thank the Universe for all the lessons and
all the Blessings from our 32 years of sharing together. I am so grateful that
I got to see myself through the heart of you. I appreciate you so much not to
mention that our children have an amazing father.
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